pandainyerrrr

video ni aku br jer amik tadi kat umah kak zai..
ni anak die yang no 3..
danisha qaisara...
pas kje tadi singgah umah die..
sbb nak g melawat die dapat baby no 4..
yg no 4 tgh menyusus..
no 3 pon jadila..
sbb die sangat cute...
bucuk..bucuk..bucukkk ^_^
haha..sangat cute..
betol la cakap org..
budak kicik ni umpama kain putih..
die hanya akan jadi warna warni kalau kiter yg kalerkan die..
samerla aper yang kiter didik..
cepat betul dia tangkap aper yg org dewasa ajar..
anyway..all that she did..were really2 cute..

sunday for me ^_^

Today wake up wake up jer.. my view from my window shown me this :

terang already but actually it was 6.58am only..
so fast...
i'm not praying this week..so it doesn't matter :)

well..yesterday went to pahang..attended wedding ceremony..
feel like release having a far..far.far away journey n cold weather early in da morning..
on goingg back oso same... it's cold n not so hot ..
specially when we go down from genting..

seem's like it's a cold weather isn't it.. i like :)
hope i can go to cameron next month with my frens..
if there got no class so i will :)

well today i work..
sunday banking..

back, i want to stay in my room
finish all my assignment..
n do ulangkaji as much as i can..
hope can do dat..
cuz i think today i've got no other activitiy after work..
in 4 hrs hopefull i can have a much of knowledge..

mcm2 perkara..tapi.....................hrmm

ActUally dalam paler otak mcm2 nak uat..
tapi x jugak terbuat2...
huh..aper la nak jadi..
tapi aku rasa cepat btol ari sabtu nie berlalu..

pagi tadi punyerla awal aku bangun ..dalm kul 5.30p
bukan aper..sbb nak tolon mama unkus nasi lemak cuz kakak office aku order utk rewang2 adik2 die kawen..
die ckp nak kol 7 tepat tepat!!..
kobar2 la aku bangun nak tlon mama..cian plak nnti kne bungkus sowang2..
so pas mandi n solat..aku pun chow p kdai..

terer ak cuz kol 7.05 dah siap..
huh..ingt x smpat .alhamdulillah ciap..
hampeh.. kobar2 mmbungkus cam nak menan award..
ale2 dtg kol 8.30 amik..
sebb bek aku x p tuisyen lagi..
smpat gak tlun kakak tu masukkan dalam keter..

so pastu aku p tuisyen..
die nak exam..aku plak yg seram..
huh..rasa mcm x ckup plak ngajar budak tu..
hopefully bolehla die jawab exam dgn jayanyer next week,,
huhu..

so balik dlm kul 12..singgah makan kat kdai mama..
lapar plak..
sambil2 tu tlong attend customer..
kebelakangan nie..kdai mama ramai plak org kalau nak dibandinkan dgn kdai2 yg lain..
alhamdulillah allah terima doa aku ari2 supaya murahkan rezeki keluarga ku.. :)
hehehe..tapi tu la..
kadang2 aku nie segan plak nak attend cuxtomer mak aku nie..
ramai bebudak skolah..
setiap kali aku dtg amik order msti buat2 tekejut..
nyampah... ^_^
pastu buat2 gagap... eeee.. lempang kang baru tau..theeheee

hrmm..so balik umah dlam kul 2..int nak lepak jap jer sbb nak p umah wan kat kg kinci..
fikir2 balik cam x sempat plak nak rush2 sb malam ni nak p umah kak nina ..jmput dtg adik die berinai..
huh..mcm malas pun ader..

tapi tu la.. sambil bacer paper..terbukakla plak tv.. citer hindustan la plak skali..
citer DOOM 2..hrithik roshan n aishwarya rai..
dua2 aku suker plak..
tgk sat la..
x sedar sampai kul 5...huhu..

yan penting sekarang..ESOK ADER TEST..2 LAgi.. ayoyoooo..
yan satu tu senan kot..
stakat common sense jer..
yg satu lagi tu aku x tau..
buku pun xder lagi..
xtau la nak jawab aper..

xperla...common sense jerla..
marketing kan...  easy a bit  ^_^..

ok lyn..time to mandi...
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ^_^

No NeeD tO Do AnyThinG cUz It's OVER :)

see.. how fast it goes heee..
last time i wrote smthng about him.
after dat day..
i feel nothing..
nothin dat interes me bout him..

hrm.. i always like this one..
like smone just a moment only..
da moment i feel so love..
than i think it's love..

myself is always cnfuse me..
i couidn't even differentiate between love n like kikikiki..
y la you lyn...

so dat i know already where's my weakness..
from now on..
i cannot simply said dat i fall in love with someone..
 ^_^

done..

WhaT acTuaLly I sUppose To Do??

SoMetime..people are really playing with their feeling..
specially interested on someone..
why??maybe bcoz of shyness,,,ego.. or  feel like very low..

between of this which one is mine..
which one can shows me??
sincerely..no one... but all are inside me...

I oftenly thinking.. why i become like this??
until when..
and i couldn't even find..where is da place to start..
i couldn't reach any sign..nor clue..

Why??..why i wrote this..
cuz i think..i'm fall in heart with someone..
:)..
after a long time i never have this feeling..
suddenly it back..
but.. .

Why must have a "but" in my decision??
aiyooo...fenin lor..

actually..it started couple of month ago..
but not feeling like this..
just normal..
eventhough i feel like i'm a bit hava a different feeling on him..
but i turning back..
my clicks in the office keep matchin me with him..
and ask me to try to tackle him as my bf..
hahaha very funny..
i don't want it happen..
most important is i don't want he realize it. what are we doing on him..
to me as a women we have to keep  behave on self..
so that i decided to keep on silent n just acting to ignore him when he come to my office .it just want to make my clicks silent n think dat i have nothing interested on him...
until my frens said.. they do know how is my criteria..
all not match to me..

fuhhh..luckily it success..
if not..he might think dat i'm "over" perasan..
eventhough i'm not starting dat..
huh....
no way..!!

but sincerely..
my hearth always jumping when he'd came in to my office..
but i always push that feels away..
i cannot..
i cannot cuz a lots of reason..

1st - i'm not sure he will like me or not..
2nd - he might be never realize i was there..
3rd - his position was most higher than me..
4th - he might have a family already
5th - or he might have a fiance
6th - or he already have GF
7th - or he actually like someone else there in my office
8th - he's a gay oppsss -*
9th - he will hate me if he know that i have a feeling on him
10th - once he know i like him,.. he might not come again to my office.. :(

but..since i saw him personally at janda baik on xplorace dat day..
i feel my heart jump more higher than usual..hahahah
eventhough we just have a short chat dat time..just both of us..:)

i feel..so..so..soo happy ^_^

huh..
i don't think this feelin could last too long..
cuz i already admit here dat i do like him..
so dat it won't gonna be a heavy things in my mind anymore..

it always like dat..
loe people just in a short while only..

I OSO DON'T KNOW Y..............

does everybody also had a feeling like me??

SyoK + saKiT nYer badaN *_*

hrMM..smalam was a historical n memories to me..

sUnggUh gemBira n Bersuker Ria..

well..

yeahoooo..p janda baik..:)

hah..sangat la menyeronokkan..

pagi smalam mangon kul 4.45am...

sbb nak kne sampai kat "kind widow" before 7.30am..

sempat ker??...

well... me, reva, ika, abg boy n abg syuk pi satu keter...

actually nak naik myvi purple (1st Plan).. last minit Ika nak p plak sbb gntikan sorg dalam group setiawan..

so dah der 5 ketol..

confirmal x muat ngn brg2 lagi..

walaupun aku rasa kalau push2 skit leh muat ..

tapi.. keselesaan tu kureng la sbb dah jadi cam sardin campbell...

x mungkin..

so we ol decide naik keter ika.. sbb die ader Alza...

kakak kepada MYVi..kire besar sikit Ar..

eh..besar Banyak.... sbb kiTe 3 OraNg leH sumbaT diri sendiri dalam bonet ...

early morniNg...aroUnd 6am..kitorang kmpul kat depan ambank klang branch..

sumernyer ader 12org...

actually aku bukannyer knal sangat some some people tue..

yg knal just kak nita, linda, n bdak grup .. yg lain2 tu including boss bbranch sane  not know well..

smile only n respect as a boss sudahh...

nnti cnfirm jmper lagi...

so konvoila 3 keter..

mmg best suasaner waktu pagi..cejukkkkk jer...

so.. kitorg turun gombak sat ambik satu lagi mmber group.. abg syuk :)

dalam perjalanan tu try gak nak amik pic..tp gelap geliter la.. nampak samar2 jer..

plus shining from my teeth..huhuh..

so malas la nak upload.. sat g tekejot lak nengok ...:)

dalam perjalanan tu jugak..aku mengrequest utk pergi ke toilet..

perhentian pertama _petronas....

well...well...well... DISGUSTING...

smelly from outside..

canot tahan..

so x jadi la...

perhentian kedua.... McD...

somemore really cannot used...

yearkk..

at last perhentian ke 3 - Janda baik resort..oso cannot...

why la.. ..

so let go la about my feelings..

to me.. stilll got river if i had no choice heheheheh..

sampai saner..we oll brkfast dlu... makan aper erk..

eh, x makan ar..ambik bau jer sbb x smpat..

org lain sumer dah berdiri kat padang nak buat aerobik..

tapi aerobik tu cam ape ntah..

cam suke suki jer die buat..

coach pun x tau ambik dari maner...

tetiber kne lompat..tetiber kene pusing..tetiber kne menari..

so.. sbb aku sangat la fenin dgn steps die..

aku buat la aerobik sndiri melalui lagu2 yg diorg mainkan..

aku rasa lagi bagus..br leh tmpu perhatian untuk warm up ni..hrmmm..

challenge kali ni aku rasa sangatla mencabar..

dan menyeramkan.. n memantkan sampai tetiber rasa nak naik ambulans sbb dah x tahan penat tahap gaban panjat bukit..

nak nages pun ader..tahan jer la..

join plak ngan abg boy n syuk.. waaa.. diorg sangat laju...

aku ngn reva asyik kne tinggal jer..

lemah tol la...

sampai satu tahap..

banyak betul kejadian malang yg menimpa..

tengah sedap2 berenang kat tasik, tetiber kaki plak cramp.. huh.. terpaksala diorg tarik sambil berenang2..

nama pun kerjasama kan..heheheh..

manja btol :)

ok..pas ok jer naik kat tebing..kaki dah ok.. semangat la kitorg lari..

baru 10 tapak kot.. tetiber rasa cam urat betis nak terputus time tu gak..

huh.. cramp lagi... kali ni btol2 menyakitkan...terus terjatuh n cramp tu tersangat la sakit sampai x leh tahan nak nanges,,

tang2 tu plak ader cameraman or girl dtg amik snap pic.. bengong btol..

agak2 mesti buruk gile muke tahan sakit..

eh..ntah2 comel kot heeee..

xla.. sbb once aku nampak die dtg..aku tau dah..cnfirm nak shoot..

so aku tunduk ar.. dgn kesopanan dan kesusilaan sambil menahan kesakitan yang teramat..

seb baik ader paramedik st.john...

diorg dgn x tau la pakar ker tak terus tolak kaki aku ke atas..

WOW... sakit nyer.. time tu mmg tak tahan..

mmg aku dah terjerit..

sampai diorg kater mmg kne wat camnie..mmg sakit so kne lawan..

betul ke x..aku x sure..so diorg tanyer ok x??

disbbkan xnak kne tolak skali lagi aku pun tipu2 cakap dah ok la.. heee

so diorg sapukan cream anti cramp tu kat kaki..\

pas sapu mmg baik..rasa panas jerrrr...

Tapi kan.. kire famous gak ..dalam pada tu ader gak org yg knal aku..

siap tnyer aku staff kat branch palmbase kan..

heee..aku cakap yerla..knal erk..

so..aper lagi layanan first class la heeee...

siap pelawa aku makan nasik lemak lagi...

tapi sayang..x bleh makan sbb kne bekejar ker tempat checkpoint lain plak..

paling pnat..ader la waktu nak p checkpoint memasak..

dah la panjat bukit..

panjat ajer..xder yg turun ..

masa tu pun rasa nak quit..

perjalanan paling lambat aku rasa..

menggigil gak paler lutut tahan penat..

rasa mmg nak suruh sesaper icang aku..

tapi naik bukit..saper larat...

sampai checkpoint masak telur..api plak lamat nak idop ..

maner x nyer...dahla kne masak dalam buluh..

pastu api kne buat sendiri..

tempat sblah air terjun..maner nak carik daun kering??

mmg lambat..tapi atlast.. api berjaya gak dihidupkan wlupun kecik...

so..die bg 4 biji telor..

dalam perjalanan,..satu bijik dah pecah..so tngal 3..

smpi time kne makan..sumer lom masak.. yearkkkk..

seb baik ader 3..so grup aku jer la yg makan kan...

time kasih semua :)

lepas masak telur..kitorg kne turun bukit balik..

perghh..mmg susah..

tanah licin..pokok banyak duri..

ingtkan naik jer susah..

turun pun samer..

asyik tergolek n tergelongsor..

adoii..sakit sampai skrg..

hrmm..banyak lagi halangan ..nak taip pun dah x larat..

tapi sayang sbb xder satu pic pun yg kite dapat ambik masa challenge..

sbb x berani bwak cam or fon sbb kna lalu sungai..

so amik pic sblm dan slepas jer la..

actually diorg dah sediakan chalet penginapan utk tido sampai esoknyer..tapi aku x dapat ar..

sbb ader klas ari ni..

so satu group pun kne balik sesamer...

pas dinner n penyampaian adiah..kitorg pun balik..

dlm keter aku tido sepuas2 nyer...

sampai umah kol 12..

terus tido..

seb baik dalam klas leh pay attention..

just badan ni mmg sakit mcm kne tumpuk secara bertubi2..

cepat la baik yer en.badan :)

yang ni pic dalam toilet..dsbbkan x jadi shi..shi..

so amik pic jer heee/....(me n Reva)

                                           kat parking lot depan perhentian sambil tgu abg syuk sampai (me n ika)

This Is my GroUp (me,reva, abg syuk n abg boy)

ni pic before start 

 look so clean n fresh :)

 after all ... dirty n mess :)

 Let Me Dry....

 Playing with Reva..waiting for abg boy pick up us to our chalet..

hah..nie ader proses untuk menjadi sardin...:)

disebabkan basah n malas nak salin baju..so dok dalam butt keter sampai chalet..

best gak :)

sajer jer..Snap pic sementara tgu org dtg amik utk dinner

 ketika masa lapang yang teramat... theeehee (syok sendiri jap)

 x sangka kna pakai menda ni sumer org :)

hah..macam puteri santubong x??..heee

 Yap..kak nita n Nan

 Nan..abg syuk n abg boy :)

 ika n anne

 me n reva

 me n ika

 me n kak nita

 

hah..dahla.. banyak benda lom siap agi nie..

asignment x siap.. latihan x buat..baju x gosyok.. ayoyooooo

chow 1st :)

megi yg comel untuk di share together2... ^_^ a.k.a i love da memory :)

hrmm..nyummiiiii :)
kecomelan meggi n the egg ^_^
my mom made for us :)
only for me n share with her..
best plak lepak ngan mama tgh2 malam layan tv..
ayah dah tido..
majok kot heee..

well..actually nak tido gak ni.. tp xnak lepaskan memori indah nie.. :)
sat g kol 4lbeh nak mangon..
nak p pahang..
hope sumer ok nnti..

we'll see tomorow ^_^...

GuDmOrNinG LyNN :)

Hari Ini Manon..ManGon jEr..daH jadI TeraNg..
DgN rUsH nyE...aku pUn P BilIk Air amIk aiR smBahYanG..
CuAca SkRg Dah MakIn cePat Kot...
akU tgk Jam Kol 6.49am..
TetIber tgk Kat LuaR...daH teraNg semAcaM..
mAse KaT aTas SejAdaH..akU cmPiUs...
naK NiaT biaSa ke..naK qada'...
sBb aKu TerIngAt..usTzaH caKap..
kaLau naK tau waKtu suBuH aBes,..cUbeR tgK kaT kaKi laNgiT..
aDer NamPak caHya meRah2 X..
aCtuaLly aKu Pun x TaU kaKi laNgiT yg ManEr saTu.
NaK kAteR benTuk KakI..x Der PLaK..
cOmPius..
LasT2 Aku TggK la da WhoLe..
SaH...aDer MeraH2..
sO aKu BaRu jEr tAkBir..
Mama PlaK kEtUk PinTu BilIk..
naK TmpaNg iroN baJU..
HrMM... niaT akU BerTamBah kUat lA menJadi niAt qada'...
sIaP SoUnD laGi..Sbb BaRu Nak solaT..
dGn sUara yg SeraK2 BasAh.. aKu jwb.. Hrmm laMBAtTTTTT..
hrmm..TenSiOn Nyer KlaU x DapT bUaT sUbUh dGn PerFect..
cUz baGi aKu..ItulaH permUlaaN haRi..
kaTer oRg..kLaU awaLannYer bAik..insYaallaH aKAn kekAl BaIK saMPai PenhuJung..

pADaHAl AKu DAh DEnGAr AZAn SUbUh TADi. dUSeBBKAn SEjUK YAn tErAMat..AkU SWiTCH oFf ECoN, tARiK SELimUT..
KoNOn NAk KEJaP JER..
HAmPEH...TERlEBeH kEJAp PLAk :P

HrM.. JadUal akU arI nIe..
x paDat sanGat..
Pagi nie P tuisYen jer..
tGh Ari no Way..
pTg naK p KendUri cusTomEr baNK aka akak Angkat..
mLm..NaK p MajlIs NabIl raJa lawaK tu kawEn kAt ICT..
Hrmm..naK pakAi bajU apEr Erk..
n MenGapa Aku haRus Pegi..
aduH.. BukAnnYer kNal pun..\
KnaL abg IpaR die Jer..
haIshhh.. xPerLa.. daH jemPut SatU faMilY akU..
so.. P Jer La..
laGiPun Mama kaTer x rAmaI.
seRiBu Org Jer..yaNg Ader kaT jemPutAn la..

Okla..Lynn.. BeTtEr p MandI..
saTgI naK beKfes laGi..

daa............... ^_^

ala..naperLa tetiber rasa macam nak p cameron highland nie....!!!!!