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hrmm.. i love this story very2 much..
nice n sweets.. ^_^..

everyday..msti makesure balik cepat...
bfore 7.. nak tgk citer nie.. :)

huh.. i suppose to celebrate the 4th years of working experince in ambank last 26th may..
hrmm..
how can i forgot??
so sad this year...
maybe this is da last year i work with you ambank..

tired n bored already..
have to search new job n task..
more challenging..

hope could find one..
within this year.. i have to move..
...

will find soon..
may allah bless me..

well.. by da way..
i had bonus today..

alhamdulillah... ^_^

hrmm.. hari ni ari ke-2 aku MC.. fuhh.. bisinnyer... xder ketenangan langsung duduk kat umah ari ni. bising dgn drill.. saner sini drillin dinding.. porch umah tgh renovate.. depan bilik aku pulak tu.. nak lena pun x bleh.. nak bacer buku.. lagi lah x boleh... ayah aku ckp nak sambung bilik aku jugak.. aishh.. ntah panjang maner pulak nnti. luas teramatlah gamatnyer bilik nnti.. well..pasal sambung menyambun umah ni.. mama la paling gembira.. mmg nie yg diidam-idamkan dr dlu.. agaknyer.. aku kalau dah kwen nnti.. mcm mak aku ker.. ngidam nak sambung umah.. buat kabinet dapur.. sambung tu.. sambung ni... nak bli sofa tu.. meja ni... carpet.. langsir... aiyoo.. banyak nyer permintaan mama yg ayah kne qabulkan heheh.. kalau suami aku.. agak2.. boleh ker ?? heheh tapi aku pun x sure.. aku akan mintak mcm tu ker tak.. or.. aku minat other things?? such as.. drawing paper board, pencils..drawing set.. hehehe.. love to draw pictures... and i can imagine my house will only hang my own scetch.. heheh.. cantik ker??.. lama dah x melukis ni.. aiyoo... drill again pekak sudah... better p keje.. huhu @_@ PIC FROM MY ROOM:

NO MORE ROOFTOP...

adoi..doi..doii.. sakit la plak.. huh.. 1st time p klinik sakit mcm nie,, lepas ni x nak p lagi sakit betol.. hah..before kne panggil.. smpat gak aku borak2 dgn sorg umat ni.. adik jer.. die buat x-ray utk smbung belajar.. 1st of all.. aku ingt sebaya.. xsangka pulak br 18tahun.. mana x nyer.. 1st dia tegur aku.. awak..kat maner nak bg urine test ni.?? aku pun dgn lajunyer ckp kat kaunter ubat tu.. padahal aku x penah plak buat urine test kat klinik tu.. tp kat klinik lain..mcm tu la.. hrm..xperla.. yg penting cakap tu kne confident heheh than.. x sangka pulak btol.. alhamdulillah.. klau x..malu aku... huhu so.. lagi skali dak tu dok sebelah aku sambil tgu nama kne panggil.. aku pun melemparkan sebuah senyuman yg paaaaaaling manis.. sbb dia nyer face pun sweet sangat mcm amoi cine.. pastu kiter start la borak.. dia start tnyer.. awak dah jmper doktor ker? aku ckp belum lg.. aku pun guess la.. nak sambung belajar ke ni.. buat x-ray.. ha'a.. dia kater.. dapat asasi law kat ITM kuantan.. skali dia tnyer.. awak pun samer ke nak wat x-ray.. ait.. lain mcm jer.. hah.. confirm la.. ingt kiter sebaya.. aku pun jawab la dgn jujur.. x.. AKAK..nak jmper sakit.. ambik MC sbb x sihat.. then.. muker die jadi odd sikit.. umur berapa?..dia tnyer.. 28 heheheh.. ler.. x nampak pun sambil mcm tekejut n nada suara agak.. high note la.. heheh.. x nampak mcm 28 pun.. untungla.. akak.. heheh.. heheh.. aku pun dgn hati yg berbunger2.. eh.. awet muda ke?? erk?? betul ker?? ting tong..ting tongg.. wake up2.. u already 28 dear... maybe she just nak ambil hati nyer.. penyedap ayat dalam pergaulan.. huh.. maybe.. but don't worry.. i'm confident she's sincere.. ^_^ borak xder la lama sangat.. just aku tnyer detail dia blaja kat skolah mana jer dlu.. katernyer maahad kajang.. so samerla..dgn aku.. based from sekolah agama.. bangga jadi student skolah agama.. pandai2 sumernyer.. tetiber dia tnyer soklan cepu gangsa pulak.. akak..x kwen lagi ker?? aku jwb la blom.. xder bf? x pernah putus cinta? x. hehe.. pelik btol soklan tu.. aku senyum jer la.. then..aku x tau la dia ni keturunan tukang tilik ker aper.. tetiber dia ckp.. xlama lagi msti ader org masuk meminang akak.. percayalah.. ait..muker confident la plak.. biar betik budak kecik ni... hrmm..layan kan ajer la.. mungkin dia ada benda nak cerita kot pasal hal cinta dia.. so aku ckp la.. insyaallah.. kalau ader jodoh..akak kawen la.. kalau x.. tu mungkin dah ketentuan allah..^_^ heheh.. ting..tong.. cik noor azlina wahin.. sila masuk bilik 3.. perghhh...x sangka benda ni terjadi.. before ni aku p klinik tu..x pernah kne camnie.. sbb besernyer checkup jer.. xder sntuh2 or cuci2.. kali ni kne cuci pulak.. perghh..sakitnyer tuhan saja yg tahu.. aku ckp dgn doktor ader smthing kat bwh lengan.. so dktor pun suh aku baring sbb nk tgk,, ish.. baring2 ni yg lemah ni.. msti kne touch2 punyer.. huh.. lepas jer dktor tgk.. dia pun intercom nurse dia suh bwk masuk smthing aper ntah nama dia.. aku pun tnyer doktor mcm biasa la soklan cepu gangsa.. doktor.. ader nak kne injection ker sakit sy ni?? doktor leh layan gelak plak.. dia ckp..eh xderla.. cuci jer.. CUCI??!!.. OMG.. abislah.. so aku tnyer lagi.. sakit x doktor? doktor.. senyum jer.. 1st dia kater.. x lah.. then.. bile nurse dtg bwk something dlm bowl.. ader gunting, kapas and liquid smthing kot dia cakap.. sakit sikitttttt jer... tahan erk.. then my heart said.. menyesal nyer dtg sini.. rasa mcm nak lari pun ader tapi x leh.. sbb.. dah terbaring pulak.. hampeh betul.. wah.. doktor start jer cuci. masa tu rasa mcm nak jerit.. sakitnyer... rasa mcm nak suh doktor stop.. and let me do by myself.. tapi mcm x logic pulak.. huh.. so..lebih kurang 3minit jugak lah cuci.. rasa mcm setengah jam.. sambil2 cuci tu..doktor pun buat2 la bukak topik nak borak2.. konon2..nak bg aku lali la tu.. huh.. x mungkin aku dpt concentrate kat cerita dia.. at last.. bile abisnyer..aku lega sangat.. tapi doktor tnyer.. dah kwen ke blum?.. aku ckp belum.. hrmm.. nnti klu dah kwen.. lg sakit dari ni tau.. huh..heee takotnyerrrrr.. so.. aku wish thanks.. and kuar.. aku tgk girl tu ader lg(x silap aku nama dia bathriyah kot)..n tempat sblh dia masih kosong.. aku pun p la.. dok balik tmpat yg sama.. dia kater..lama nyer akak.. yer la.. skali kne sakit pulak.. tu yg lama.. heheh dalam2 lepak2 tu.. betul jugak sangkaan aku.. dia mungkin ader story perihal hati nak kongsi.. mana x nyer.. tetiber.. dia duduk mengadap aku.. dia pun bukak story.. dia kater.. masa dia skolah dlu.. dia pernah ader bf satu klas.. pastu clash.. selama clash tu.. dia turun berat badan mendadak.. dr 46kg to 41kg.. huh.. really.. budak skolah tu.. betul2 tangkap cintan ni.. aku dgrkan ajer.. then.. dia ckp.. ex dia dapat kanser tulang tahap 4.. SPM pun x dpt ambil.. kesian nyer.. aku pulak yg sedih.. so.. aku advise la.. banyakkan doa.. semoga allah berikan yg terbaik utk ex dia.. tingg tong.. nama dia kne panggil ambil result x-ray.. masa tu aku pun tgh tgu ubat jugak.. lepas dapat xray..dia dtg balik kat aku.. cakap nak balik dah.. dia salam n cium tangan aku.. sopan betul budak nyer.. orait.. all da best for ur study.. bye.. ting..tong.. nama aku pulak kne panggil.. sampai kaunter..adik tu ckp.. tadi sy ader panggil akak.. tapi akak x dgr.. hahah.. aiseh.. mcm maner leh terpekak pulak ni.. perlu ker aku jmper doktor lagi?? heheh.. cannot be^_^ than aku ckp sorry la.. x pasan.. aku ambik ubat yg free tu.. and wish terima kasih dgn sopannyer.. so ayah aku pun dah tgu kat luar.. terus balik umah sambil dgn banganyer.. tunjuk suray MC 2 ari doktor bagi utk ari ni dan esok.. SYOK NYERRRRRRRR .......^_^

hrmm.. at last...aku mc jugak akhirnyer today.. sbb sakit yg aku dah lama x alami.. tetiber jer dtg.. pelik betul la.. sakit pulak tu.. dugaan allah.. semoga ada dosa2 aku terampun ya allah.. lagi pun.. smlm.. ayah dah belikan ubat.. alhamdulillah.. mujarab la pulak.. kureng sikit rasa sakit.. pagi tadi..actually aku wakeup quit awal.. dah siap2 pun.. gosok baju yg paling senang sekali.. sbb tangan sakit kan.. then.. dah siap.. aku pun baring la jap kat atas katil.. fikir.. nak p kje ke x nak?? setakat sakit yg x teruk sangat.. x berbaloi pulak nak amik mc.. hrmm.. dkt 10 minit jugak la aku berpikir.. fikir..punyer fikir..punyer fikir.. x salah kot kalau aku ambik mc.. dalam tahun.. masuk ari ni.. br 2 kali aku mc.. huh.. banyak lagi mc aku sbnrnyer... cuti pun sama.. mmg la jarang cuti.. sampai ari ni.. xsilap aku la.. dalam record.. adalah 3 kali cuti.. heheh.. banyak nyer lagi cuti..^_^ by da way.. aku pun inform la boss..n my officer.. so that.. she said.. ok noted :) get rest :) and take care oso.. :) so nice wishes.. i'm cool here ... because they saw.. i'm not really well yesterday during working.. yesterday was very pain for me.. i'm afraid..today if i come.. it'll be more worse than yesterday.. so in my opinion.. better i stay n rest at home.. rather than,.. i spoil my work.. end.. eh..but, i'm not get mc yet.. jap g nak p klinik ngn ayah.. tgu ayah dtg amik jap.. x leh nak drive lor.. very pain my hand.. inilah penyakit yang allah berikan utk hapuskan dosa2 kecil kot mcm ustaz dalam IKIM tadi cakap.. insyaallah... ^_^

story about yesterday,,

semalam..sabtu.. p umah wan..dgn hana(tunang abg) wan mcm tu la.. masih sakit kaki lg.. risau betul.. mmg plan actually nak tido umah wan.. tapi dalam masa yg sama..mcm nak jmper someone ingt nak balik awal.. smpat la jmper.. tp wan sedeh pulak bila aku ckp nak balik ari.. dia cakap.."wan harap sangat kaklin tido sini" teman wan.. adush.. sedih la plak.. tgk wan jalan pun sakit2. tapi masing2 senyap lepas tu.. aku pun silent, hana pun silent.. wan pun silent sambil tgk tv.. tapi aku perasan.. wan bukan tgk tv pun.. mata jer mengadap saner.. tapi dalam kepala and hati die.. sedih.. risau fikirkan aku nak balik.. lagipun..masa aku dtg, wan suh aku singgah umah maklong ambik brg yg die kirim beli tadi.. so aku p lah.. x sampai 10 minit aku lepak.. wan kol.. naper lama sangat?? heee aku pun rushin balik.. smpi umah wan.. wan ckp.. wan bukan x bagi dok lelama.. nnti kaklin dok kejap jer dgn wan.. malam nnti nak balik dah.. siap kier lagi.. 5 jam jer tinggal..sbb kul lapan aku nak balik aduh.. sedih btol la.. wan..wan.. i love u so much.. i won't hurt you.. for sure.. so.. aku pun actually x sihat jugak.. ader sakit mcm nak demam.. sbb..ader smthing yg lebam kat bawah lengan n rasa sakit sangat.. sso..wan buatkan ubat. sapu kat tmpat yg sakit tu.. smpat lagi wan cakap.. tido la umah wan.. wan leh tgk kan sakit tu. mmg aku dah decide pun nak tido umah die.. cumer lom discuss dgn hana jer.. takut mak die x bg.. penat aku pujuk.. aku jnji balik pg2.. suh g tau mak dia.. alhamdulillah..mak die ok.. masa aku ckp kiter tido umah wan.. wan gembira sangat.. hehehe.. aku pun samer..^_^ malam tu..aku tido dn la nyenyaknyer sblh hana.. kalau hana xder..aku tido dgn wan.. wan msti belai2 rmbut aku smtido.. so smlm aku independent jap la,, hehehe tapi..dalm kul 3, aku dgr wan cakap.. die x leh tido.. badan dia sakit2.. so..x sampai ati pulak aku nak tido nyenyak.. so aku temankan dia borak walaupun wan suh tido.. borak punyer borak..smpi kul 4.. masa wan suh tido sbb risau aku keje ari ni aku pun tido la.. sbb dia pun dah rasa lega sikit borak2.. pagi kul 6.15..aku bangun mandi.. wan dah siapkan brkfast..roti canai segera.. dia tau aku suker.. dia masak 2 kiping utk aku... walaupun aku x bg dia massak.. dia nak jugak masak.. samapi jer ofis.. aku kol wan... inform aku dah sampai.. ringing x sampai 2 kali.. dia dah pickup.. dia kater mmg tgh tgu aku kol.. suara dia gembira... alrite la.. dah nak maghrib.. semoga allah panjangkan umur wan, dan keluarga aku.. semoga kami sihat dan dilindungi allah.. amin..

what a day.. so lucky ^_^

Today i went out lunch for sushi with miss moon.. we went out quit late.. so decided to have some sushi:) very nice.. today i ate tempura set.. by da way.. we eat..n eat..n eat.. suddenly realize..that we took so long to finish our lunch.. than..left another 15minutes to go.. we trying finish a bit fast.. no more chit chat.. just focus to eat.. we almost finish.. suddenly.. the waitress serve us salad n fried cutle fish with new sauce.. of coz we'd shock.. we didn't order dat. who will pay??.. cannot be.. maybe waitress tu tgk muker kitorg terkejut n compius.. so dia ckp.. this just special for both of u.. free of charge... just try it.. huh.. free food?? what to do.. well.. unstick another chopstick.. let's try and eat.. we rushing again ...finish them all... very full.. than.. we asked for bill.. once we paid.. they give our balance.. tetiber.. tgh2 nak keep the change dalam wallet n get ready to wake up.. toingg.... we were served with cake as a dishes.. it's free oso.. omg.. what happen today?? diorg x nak bg kiter balik ke?? tetiber rasa seram.. we running out of time... but how can we just ignore people gave.. OMG.. again.. we eat so fast.. trying to finish the cake .. hahaha.. very funny.. we were really..eat fast.. macam lumber2 plak sapa habis dlu.. but we really cannot afford dat actually.. very full.. than i said slowly to moon.. if they serve us again with another food than how?? huh.. dat time moon really cannot tahan.. she laughing n cannot eat some more.. hahahah... Once setle.. we rushing stand up.. and arikato hozaimas... hahaha thank you so much to the staff.. by served us with delicious food so much.. i think they said.. we were not bad.. seem like small.. but WE CAN FINISH ALL... lol...@_@ clean n clear all the plates and bowl.. hahaha.. really kuat makan... by da way.. alhamdulillah..rezeki murah.. thank you allah :)

what about lying??

hrmm..
i did it yesterday..
i did it bcoz..
i couldn't choose..
it's a big deception i ever made..
because of one reason..
i don't want my grandma to be alone..
i know she waiting for me visit her every weekend..
and i love too..
cuz i want she always happy ..
when she happy it's a bit release for her ill..
and if can..
every week i want to sleep with her..
accompany her..
cook n clean for her..
talk..laughing.. watching.. and gossiping together..
as long as she happy..
so bcoz of dat..
i lied to many people..
just for yesterday..

may allah forgive me..

1 mei already...
ari ni cuti....

ari ni.. mama n ayah balik melaka..
aku x ikot sbb
aku p KL.. umah wan..
semoga perjalanan parent aku selamat..
amin.. ya allah..
wan br just kol..
cian wan.. mcm2 brg dia nak..
hrmm...alrite..
because of she already give me a list to buy..
so have to dressup hurry.. ^_^..
will go to tesco this morning..

wan pesan..
jangan luper belikan wan ...
cili kering..
bunger cengkih..
sunkist
milo..
sayur..
ayam sembelih 2 ekor..
jarum utk jahit kain..

seb baik aku ingt...

wrell.. siap pesan..
p shopping cepat biar leh sampai umah dia awal...
buleh ker??..

huhuhuhuhu...

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