assalamualaikum..

hrm..hari ni jumaat..
31 august 2012..
it's a Merdeka day of 55th..
alhamdulillah.. negara masih aman..
taku kalau aku bayangkan tiba2 berlaku peperangan..
semoga dijauhi.. amin..

well...
dah hari keberapa syawal ni??..
hrmm..lama sungguh x tulis kat dlm diary ni..
nak tulis..tapi..
tulah.. on laptop..
on blog..
bila nak type jer..
no idea..
macam skrg la..
kosong..aka BLANC..
am i spelling rite..
arghh.. lantakla..
no one see pun..:)

orait..skrg hari yg ker 13syawal..
sekijap nyer nak half month dah..
mana nak p??...
mama n ayah bz bisness..
aku pun bz gak dgn tuisyen clas pg td..
gnti sbb last raya dah several day cuti..
esok pun ader class lg..

semalam.. bersamaan 12 syawal.. sempat jugak la aku beraya dkt umah KAk Niena..
balik kje.. dia buat mkn2..
so penuh jugaklah..perut yg kosong disbbkan berpuasa pada hari itu..
waahh.. knyg tahap gaban..
mana x nyer..
aku smpai2 jer.. sume kecoh2...
bg lin dulu..bagi lin dlu..
dia puasa..
sibuk jugak lah mmber aku menuangkan air..
hehe.. mcm puteri la pulak layanan..heheh..

hari ni..
ptg jap g..ader mkn2 kat umah pakcik said..
ex-pakguard..yg jaga berkhidmat kat bank ritu..
ingt lagi dia kat aku..
tiap2 tahun dtg bank jemput aku p umah dia...
aku la jadi or tgh tlong inform staff2 lain...
smpi budak2 ckp..pakcik said tu sayang kat ko sbb dia nak jadikan ko menantu...
hahaha... lawak ayam btol.. jeles la tu:P

haii..mcm2..
kenangan2..kenangan..
nnti bila aku tua..kalau baca balik diary n kenangkan masa yg lepas..
msti syahdu erk...huhuhu..
whatever la..

hrmm..balik dr tuisyen tadi..
jusr setle kan keje umah sikit..
cantik-cantikkan hall...
bilik...
oh..sidai baju..sementara panas di tgh hari..
now. setle all...
suddenly feeling boring..
kalau ader bf kan best..:P
leh p round2..
tu pun kalau ayah bg hahah..
copek lin..
cr bf..before mama carikkan.. adoiyaiiiii...

ahh..seronoknyer duduk kat bilik baru ni..
angin sepoi2 jer tepi tingkap..
mcm berada kat tepi sawah plak...
tgk pokok mangga melambai2 dari tepi tingkap..
and kain baju yg aku sidai.. berbuai di hembus angin..
tenang rasa hati...
bunyi burung comel2 kat luar tingkap..
mcm tgh berborak plak..
planning nak buat open house kot...hrmm..

ok la.. until here only..
mama n ayah came back already...
better go n see them down there..
maybe got somthing to chat:P..

daaa,,.....

alamak.. br nak borak..
ayah call nak kuar plak p market ngan mamaa..
terbantut plak nak p bawah..
perut lapa ni..
tadi x mkn tgh hari upernyer..
ok la.. nak p mkn sat..

daaa......again ^_^

 

SahuR TerakHir RamadHan 2012

ALHAMDULILLAH...
Sempat jugak meraikan sahur terakhir ramadhan 2012 ni..
Semalam aku mention dat was a last day i write on this wall for bulan ramadhan..
But something haappen when i reach my wan's home..
Nevermind..don't want to talk about dis..
The last day or da day bfore raya...i should be happy..
eventhough i have to force to be to..

By da way..dis yr i'm quit dissappointed a bit..
coz..waht i planned didn't reach..
i Thought can finish recite Al-Quran during dis month..
buT..bcoz i'm a women.. i had to stopped bcoz i can't recite it during dis period..
hrmm.. just a little bit of pages only to khatam..
it's ok la.. dis shawal sure will finish one.. insyaallah..

well..when i on my FB..
i saw lot's of status saying dat "on da way to Balik kg"..
meriahnya..
actually seronok perjalanan pulang ke kampung during sambutan hari raya waktu malam wlupun jalan jem...
wlupun sesak..
tapi kita tahu stiap org mostly mempunyai tujuan yg sama..
Balik Kampung ^_^
seronok kan..

hrm.. alrite..
until here only la..
my brother want to use the charger..
so dat.. today i have to continue over my cleaning session..
my laundry................

wahhh... too many..aiyoyoyo...
:)

Lagi satu hari nak rayerrr..

yup.. ari nie cuti..
actually..smlm dah stat cuti..
disebbkan xleh amik cuti slps raya..
so aku decide ambik la cuti before raya ni..
berbaloi jugak rasanya..
dapat kemas umah..
sambil2 menghidu bau biskut n kek yg mama tgh bakar..
sambil dgr lagu raya..
waahhh seronoknyer
sama mcm suasana masa kecik2 dlu..
aku rasa time mcm ni la br ader feel nak raya..
kalau cuti pas raya..x rasa aper2 sgt..
ermm..btol kot:)

well..smalam dah whole day kemas kat umah..
so pagi  nie..kne siap2 p umah wan pulak kat KL..
smlm dah kol suh dtg pepagi..
ikutkan hati..mmg ngntuk nak sambung tido..
tapi..nnti kalau lambat..majuk pulak wan aku ni..
hah..xper la.. ikutkan ajer la..
asalkan dia rasa seronok..

tak sabar nak aku kemaskan umah dia..
dah pesan mcm2..
nak kne pasang langsir.
susun bunga..
lap itu..
lap ini...
wah larat ker aku ni??... aiyoyo..

so aku decide..
mlm2 sblm raya ni.. tido umah dia la..
temankan wan borak2..
msti mcm2 dia nak cerita..

alrite..
need to go first..
bye..

to my diary..
i will miss to write on u during dis coming raya..
i'll not in here..
so will meet again..after i come back from KamPunG..
so..will let u be accompany with lagu raya ^_^

SelaMat HaRi Raya Lynn:)

Knaper la aku selalu boleh menulis ketika waktu hati ini sedih??..
aku ni someone yg sensitif ker?..
or..aku terlalu mengikut perasaan??..
tapi kenapa perasaan sedeh??
padahal..aku jenis yg happy go lucky..
i want to find why??

and only for this mood i can pull out what are in mind n heart..
but i couldn't mention all..
bcoz i know...
maybe one day.. someone will read this..
so i have to keep certain secret..
let's my own hati shj yg tahu..

now i realize..
my mood n my idea will only come out when i'm sitting alone..
cuz.. when i'm alone..
i keep on thinking bout my life..
then.. i noted dat.. i only can think clearly about my life once i being alone..
so.. bcoz of dat only.. i can write..
it such as something dat keep on jumping in my mind to tell about..
about my feeling..

dat's da reason why my stories were always such kind of moody..
now i know..
dat's me..
i'm a moody person..
am i?

nope.. sometime only..
not always..
i can see from here..
there were not oftenly written on dis blog...
cuz. i'm waiting for my mood to come..
so dat i can conclude here dat..
i'm not da always moody person..
such just in a seldom time..
such as once ..in a blue moon..

dat's lynn i guess...

so..what i can simplyfy here is..
i got lot's of happy time ..
but dat time full of joy..
until i can't even have a time to think about writing dat moment..
but it is vice versa when da time i'm in sad mood..boring n alone..
i got lot's of time wasting.. lot's of time thinking..
n got lot's of idea to write..

am i rite?..

morning..:)
alhamdulillah..setle off my solat subuh.,,
hopE my day today will going smoothly n happily..

bulan puasa ni..
aku x rasa terlalu penat pun mcm tahun2 yg lepas..
feeling so good n relax...
nothing problem with my appetite..

cepatnyer 12 hari berpuasa..
sebelum puasa mmg aku ader azam..
my azam is..'
i want to khatam my quran in the end of this month..
hope i can..

it's left a litle bit chapter only..
now i already done recited surah al-soffan..
tonite maghrib will go to surah al-soth..
alhamdulillah..

by da way..

this quran looks old..

but even i have quite several of it's..

but i only can read dis one until now...

bcoz it's confort me ..

having a clear writings..

none like new one..

da writings are so small..

n i can't clear which is da mark should i read..

one more things is dat y i can't read new one..

bcoz i couldn't trust ..

now days i heard a lot of manipulation that pple done on new quran..

i'm afraid if i read da wrong one..

coz.. sincerely i'm not good in da meaning of it's words..

so da one i can trust is this above..

from i'm was a small kids.. until now..^_^

hope can finish in dis month..
when i read it. i feel so calm..
my heart feel..so empty n clean..
feeling fresh.. like today is a new notes to write in my heart..
whick i can put new color on it and clean it back again when i recite quran tonite..
dat's is what i feel...
it's so miracles

MAY ALLAH BLESS ME...