LAST

what is this feeling about??
just left a few days...
he gonna be someone..

i think this is da last day i met him as a bestfren..
i spoke that to him just now..
n he agreed with my words..
the time he said maybe this is the last day we meet.
my hearth.... i feel like..  i gonna cry..
BUT HOW CAN I SHOW HIM THAT REACTION??
as usual..just smile.. :)
after this we never gonna meet again..
there's nothing best we'll come ..
i will never meet someone like him again..
never..

why this feeling cannot go..
i feel like i can't believe he gonna be a husband soon..
just soon..
i listened every word that he said to me..
i listened them carefully..
i don't want miss any small words he said..
coz i know.. after this we never gonna meet n hangout again like this..
i'll gonna miss this moment.. forever...

i'd try to be strong enough..
before this.. n so many time..
i'd try to not thinkin bout him..
i though i can..
but it worse..
i became so stupid..
but it's not mean i become clever if i tell him my feeling..


i'm not telling him bcoz i just don't want this relationship stop..
so that.. better keep my feeling if i really want to be with him..
everytime i meet him..
i always happy..
we free to talk n mumbling ..
that's is the only reason.. why i never refuse when he ask me for outing..
he's the only person that i can share everything..
goodbye my fren..
wish u all the best..
may be a good husband n father to ur wife n child soon..

what i want you to remember is..
we (u n me) used to be a best fren before..
i feel like such as in a story book..
met someone special like u..
make me feeling so good..
complete enough..

although i know u never feel like what i feel..
all da best to you..

what that i regret about..
we never have any single picture of us..
so that.. what if i miss our frenship soon??

there's nothing could be a remembrance about u..
hrmm...:(

i remember ur word as an advice to me.
"u have to telling out ur feeling to someone before it become too late"..
hee..

so embarrass  to tell " i like u" more than a fren...
it's a simple sentences.. but very hard to speak out..
                               

i'm sure everyone agreed that..

This Special Date is Almost FiNish for This YeaR..

Nevermine.. since i already achieve this age.. it's ok to me..
at lease i had..
one more thing.. i think my birthday this year so much surprise happened..:)
it's nice.. i do appreciate them all :)
thanks to all my fren who wishing me da best..
oso to fren who given me some gift, surprising birthday song n bouquet of roses.. ^_^..
it's seem like a princess.. wahahahah..(perasan x sudaaa)

waahh.. it's enough story for today..
i have to sleep..
tomorrow is a 1st day of work for 2011..
i must be ready n keeping enthusiastic :)

ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW N THE REST LYN..
ALL THE BEST FOR 2011!!

MAY ALLAH BLESS ME........

GuD MoRniNG 27th YeaR oLd LyN^_^

alhamdulillah.. i still alive until this age..
may allah bless me ..
well.. yesterday i want happiness.. then, i get :)
i'm so happy.. hangout with my frn..
what we suppose to do.. we never do..
but what we never plan... suddenly happen.. haha
but very good moment..
n never will forget..

by da way.. today i'm  27th..
yesterday i went out with fren.
reva, moon, mr.fairus n mr.lan..
we went for karaoke heheeheheh..
but i got lots of things..
lots of memories..
da most important is i've got happinesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss :)

IT'S NEW YEAR!!!.. WELCOME 2011

well.. my life begin with pray:)
then blogging :)
when i pray, i pray for happiness for this year..
why happy.. cuz happy is everything
nothing sad can be happen when we happy..
coz happy opposite is sad..
so.. NEVER for sad
i hope the word happy with completely cover me from any uneasy things..
cuz i don't want those..
may happy make me become :

• a strong person
• a confident lady
• an independent
• a smart
• a good citizen
• a best worker
• a best student
• a good daughter
• a good friend

those all i mean by HAPPY..
may allah bless me n my family
so.. this is the start.. today. early morning..
i woke up..
waiting for pray..
n my mind keeping functioning..
what should i start
what am i doing??
what am i eating??
what am i learning??
what color that i wear today?
ha?? could it be remember ??
i think it could if i jot down them here..
well, when i become old i might be can read the history about me theeeheeeee


Lynn :)