LAST

what is this feeling about??
just left a few days...
he gonna be someone..

i think this is da last day i met him as a bestfren..
i spoke that to him just now..
n he agreed with my words..
the time he said maybe this is the last day we meet.
my hearth.... i feel like..  i gonna cry..
BUT HOW CAN I SHOW HIM THAT REACTION??
as usual..just smile.. :)
after this we never gonna meet again..
there's nothing best we'll come ..
i will never meet someone like him again..
never..

why this feeling cannot go..
i feel like i can't believe he gonna be a husband soon..
just soon..
i listened every word that he said to me..
i listened them carefully..
i don't want miss any small words he said..
coz i know.. after this we never gonna meet n hangout again like this..
i'll gonna miss this moment.. forever...

i'd try to be strong enough..
before this.. n so many time..
i'd try to not thinkin bout him..
i though i can..
but it worse..
i became so stupid..
but it's not mean i become clever if i tell him my feeling..


i'm not telling him bcoz i just don't want this relationship stop..
so that.. better keep my feeling if i really want to be with him..
everytime i meet him..
i always happy..
we free to talk n mumbling ..
that's is the only reason.. why i never refuse when he ask me for outing..
he's the only person that i can share everything..
goodbye my fren..
wish u all the best..
may be a good husband n father to ur wife n child soon..

what i want you to remember is..
we (u n me) used to be a best fren before..
i feel like such as in a story book..
met someone special like u..
make me feeling so good..
complete enough..

although i know u never feel like what i feel..
all da best to you..

what that i regret about..
we never have any single picture of us..
so that.. what if i miss our frenship soon??

there's nothing could be a remembrance about u..
hrmm...:(

i remember ur word as an advice to me.
"u have to telling out ur feeling to someone before it become too late"..
hee..

so embarrass  to tell " i like u" more than a fren...
it's a simple sentences.. but very hard to speak out..
                               

i'm sure everyone agreed that..