sometime we gonna feel so silent..
means.. it's too boring..
today i feel nothing..
nothing..it was flat... no up.. no down..
hrmm..
just now i met my fren in FB chat..
she rarely chat with me..
but suddenly she hello me 1st..
she told me she was far away from me.. she's in US..
working with Malaysia Ambassy..
how great she are..
told her i feel a bit jealous..
she so lucky..

I oso want to be like her..
but...
if i been choosen would i be there??... hrmmm
do i dare to go so far ..
can i leave my family here?
can i cncentrate with my work..
how if i got fever?
can i handle it myself??..
i'm gonna rethink about that atlease a month..
haha.. how pampered am i..

i trust myself..
i do really sure i cannot go so far like her..
i will cry.. cry n cry once i miss my family.. specially my grandma :)
lyn.. when u can become brave n strong..?
i though i independent enough.. but without my family..  i'm not..
it remind me about my life as a student in malacca .. huh.. worst heee