i'M tOtaLLy OuT oF MooD :(

i'm NOt SuRe..But LaTeLy FeEl so BaD..
I feEL so SaD..FeEl so BoRiNg..FeL so UnSaTIsFied..
Is It BcOz oF mY lIfe??
HrMM..

ThIs RaYe AlsO noThiNg bEsT HaPpEn,
i dIdN't FeEl lIke Raye..
yeAh..tRuelY.. nOtHinG dIffeRenT ..sAme As UsUaL daY..
iS tHis Ok?
DoEs OtHer PplE osO FeEl saMe lIke Me?

I dOn't kNow WhaT is HaPpEnIng To Me laTeLy..
I'M noT VeRy ChEer As BeFoRe..
In mY hEad aLwaYs fEel BoRInG..
nOthIng iNteREsTiNg sUrRouNdiN me..
My EnViRomEnT n LifE fEels So palE n DuLl..

i OnlY eNjOy mY sElF a BiT DuRinG oFfIcE hOur.. aFtEr thAt.. iT's quIet..
cMe BaCk HomE.. n SiTtIn in My RoOm LonEly..
LoOkiNg n SeaRcHinG soMetHing iN iNtErnEt tO ChErFul mY hEaRt..
bUt i aCtUallY dO no..wHaT aM i SeaRchIng is..
I'm ClUelEss..

NoRmaLlY iF This Is HaPpeNiNg..
It teLl Me TheRe is SoMetHing ThaT i'M seArChiNg Is nOt FoUnd YeT..
wHeN i CoUldn'T fiNd.. i FeEl UnSaTisFiEd..
bUt i Know..
thE thIng ThaT i'M seRacHing Now is NoT eaSy to FinD..
vErY haRd..
vErY2 hArd..

Oh NoOOoo.. I hATe ThIS fEeLiNG..
I wAnT TO sTAy CHeErFuL N hAPpY..
I hAtE SaD!!!
pLEsE gEt OuT Of mY LIfE A.S.A.P..
I wANt MY LaUgH N sMiLE bAcK.. :(