Nasi goreng ayah :)

hrmm..lega n kalakar plak dgr bunyik sudu n pinggan bertemu kat bawah..
ayah lah tu..
baru balik..
kesiannyer..
ayah msti penat dari pagi... smpi malam keje..

hari nie.. aku jmper ayah pagi jer..
ptg tadi pun mama yg ambik aku dr ofis sbb ayah tlg mmber die pindah brg ke rumah baru..

ayah balik lewat buat aku rasa x tenteram..
tuisyen tadi pun asyik terfikir ayah..
awat x balik2 dah kul 9 lebih..

paling menakutkan kalau aku kol line xder..
hah.. mcm2 dalam kotak fikiran..
mintak dijauhkan segala yg x elok ya allah..

kul 10 tadi pas student aku balik .. ayah x smpi2 lagi..
keep on calling at last dapat..
ayah kat pasar raya tgh beli ayam utk mama jual esok kat kedai..
lega rasanyer dgr suara dia :)

Ayah tnyer aku dah mkn ke belom..
aku ckp dah.. makan roti dgn mama.. padahal ader mkn nasik jugak tadi..
xtau naper x terluah nak cakap nasi..
sbb aku x nak die rasa lain.. i mean rasa mcm tinggal kan die belom mkn sorg2..
mcm aku rasa..
aku mcm ayah la...
aku tau aper yg ayah rasa n fikir..
sbb i'm like him.. almost.. :)
like father like daughter :)
pastu ayah jawab.. hrmm... senyap..

aku tau ayah msti rasa keciwa sikit sbb x dapat mkn samer2..
ayah mmg mcm tu..
aku dah tau dah hati die.. ^_^

sbb aku x nak dia rasa mcm tu..
aku ckp la nak buat nasi goreng nak mkn sbb lapar..
br die ckp nak jugak hehe..
mmg sengaja aku nak buat utk die..
wlupun lepas tuisyen td aku rasa tersangat la ngntuk n nak tido terus,
tapi x sampai ati bila fikir ayah balik nnti xder paper nak mkn...
aku yg sedih :(
aper lagi.. disbbkan aku kdg2 sgt la lmbab nak siapkan satu masakan..
lepas jer letak telefon..
cepat2 turun bwh p dapur n panaskan kuali n sediakan bahan2...
hah.. kan betul..
masak nasi goreng jer dkt setengah jam..
sbb mcm2 fikir nak letak biar ayah mkn sedap2 jer :P

hah..
walaupun guner perencah segera..
tapi aku campur2 gak bahan2 yg sedap2..
tetiber masa bukak peti sejuk nmpak ayam goreng KFC satu ketul..
aper lagi cincang n campur la..

tapi pelik la.. kalau masak utk ayah aku msti lmbat..
sbb sgt risau kalau x sedap..
heheh..
keyakinan itu kureng walaupun org lain ckp dah sedp..
hanyer mama cakap jer aku yakin leh hidang..
sbb mama mmg pakar dalam masakan..
tapi tadi mama dah tidur..
aku sorg2 jer goreng slow2 supaya x bising...
tu pasal lmbat..
takut mama bangun nnti dia x leh tidur balik..
cian pulak..
aper lagi.. aku rasa dkat 17 kali jugaklah merasa ..
dalam anggaran suku pinggan menjadi bahan experimen ^_^

dah siap2 masak.. teringat plak ayah suker telur goreng..
goreng la sebijik..utk ayah..

1st one kuning die pecah..
hah... reject..
seb baik 2nd jadik :)
ayah ssuker yg kuning die x masak sgt..
so x nak la kecewakan dia kan.. :)

well..pas sumer prepare atas meja makan..
complete with drink..
aku pun naik atas sbb dah terkenyang skali...
selang 10minit dgr ayah bukak pagar..
huh... tengah makan la tu..

sedap ke x sedap..
heeeeee :P

Tenangnyer rasa hari ini...
baru aku perasan...
Pemandangan yg paling cantik n tenang yang paling dekat dgn aku adalah..
bilik aku.. ^_^..
petang yg sangat cantik..
Pagi yg sangat indah ..
terutamanye.. biler waktu pagi waktu subuh..
aku buka tingkap..
hrmmm.. masa tu.. sejuknyer angin sepoi2 memenuhi ruang bilik..
masa tu no aircond. no fan..
but the real wind that could touch my feeling early morning..
Bila petang pulak..
cahaya matahari petang masuk melalui ruang tingkap..
sengaja aku biar langsir terikat..
sbb aku perlukan cahaya matahari yg cantik tu..
hrmm..waktu tu...
sumer bayangan nampak..
bayang2 tu sangat penting...
sbb.. aku rasa macam suasana sangat cantik n tenteram sangat..
bunyik burung...
but this one confirm aku kne on kipas..
kalau x... berasap lah... ^_^

kepetangan yg x tau nak buat aper nie..
tetiber nak amik pic sendiri..
dah lamer x buat....
these are the WORST during evening ^_^

hrm... lamer nyer x tulis aper2 ..
almost one month..

actually.. banyak sbnrnyer benda yg aku nak catit..
tapi tulah.. masa nyer x terluang...

by da way.. spttnyer malam ni aku ader tuisyen..
Tpi..student suddenly cuti plak sbb parent nak p kuar malam ni..
alrite..
tetiber.. aku rasa sangat la release..
tetiber rasa macam boleh bernafas dgn sempurna pulak..:)
x sangka aku betul2 bz bila jadi org dewasa..
ingtkan mcm dulu2 lagi..

always have time to plan n sometime just waste like dat..

by da way.. this month..
bulan 3.. ader 2 org yg aku syg celebratre hari jadi..
abg pyan (9th of march) n ayah coming soon (25th of march)..
love both them..
may allah bless us satu family..

meanwhile..
i'm bz again starting dis week..
my class will start again..
dis sunday..
hopefully dis some will become greater than before..
i will makesure my study xkan sia2..
i will achieve the best result once i finish my study..
and if can... i hope i can futher it more to the highers..
or as long as i can..
no matter how old i am on dat time..
if my mind still can accept learn.. i will ^_^..

.............................................................................
actually ader benda lain aku nak citer...
walaupun aku cuber avoid from thinking curious..
but my mind cannot stop dat..
i'm worrying about my brother lately...
he seem's like got problem..
but he don't want to share when i ask..
is he'll be ok?
does his business going smooth??
huh..
aku pun x tau mcm maner nak buat..
aku x pandai nak tnyer masaalah org..
aku x pandai nak pujuk..
nasihat tu ok la..
but my brother more elder than me..
who am i want to advice him??
he wont listen one..

that is da big problem among men..
they are very ego..
seem's like they can handle problem by their own..
but sincerely i said..
n from my experienced..
mostly they never solve problem one..
they just avoid to solve..
i mean here.. run away from the problem..
huh.. problem cannot be put aside or leave..
bcoz i believe problem will always accompany us whereber we go..
unless we settle them...
we cannot run from it..
that is the PROBLEM mean..

i don't want make he feel so down..
but when he don't want to share..
i feel anger..
i feel alrite..
no need to ask me if u've got any trouble arise soon..
(it's not what i'm sincere)
of coz i will help..
u r my family..
how can i leave u alone..
but ..
one thing i hate is..
when people said they don't want any help..
or do not involve in their problem..
or they can handle problem by their own bcoz they r elder than me..
huh...
i don't want to show that i'm mad
but i'm really mad..eventhought i din't show the expression..
why??

actually i miss last moment during we were in team..
means i n my sibbling always gathering together,..
watching tv..
play PS1/2/3..
karaoke..

but now..
i feel like we really different n separate..
we seldom meet each other even we are in da same house..
bcoz we are busy with our work..
our meet time is different..
sometime never meet each other for couple of days..
cuz come back home very da late ..

that's y we don't have time to share our story..
our problem..
our secret...
together...
there's no more time like before..

but please..
don't hide any problem from me.
cuz i knew it from ur face ..