hrm... lamer nyer x tulis aper2 ..
almost one month..

actually.. banyak sbnrnyer benda yg aku nak catit..
tapi tulah.. masa nyer x terluang...

by da way.. spttnyer malam ni aku ader tuisyen..
Tpi..student suddenly cuti plak sbb parent nak p kuar malam ni..
alrite..
tetiber.. aku rasa sangat la release..
tetiber rasa macam boleh bernafas dgn sempurna pulak..:)
x sangka aku betul2 bz bila jadi org dewasa..
ingtkan mcm dulu2 lagi..

always have time to plan n sometime just waste like dat..

by da way.. this month..
bulan 3.. ader 2 org yg aku syg celebratre hari jadi..
abg pyan (9th of march) n ayah coming soon (25th of march)..
love both them..
may allah bless us satu family..

meanwhile..
i'm bz again starting dis week..
my class will start again..
dis sunday..
hopefully dis some will become greater than before..
i will makesure my study xkan sia2..
i will achieve the best result once i finish my study..
and if can... i hope i can futher it more to the highers..
or as long as i can..
no matter how old i am on dat time..
if my mind still can accept learn.. i will ^_^..

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actually ader benda lain aku nak citer...
walaupun aku cuber avoid from thinking curious..
but my mind cannot stop dat..
i'm worrying about my brother lately...
he seem's like got problem..
but he don't want to share when i ask..
is he'll be ok?
does his business going smooth??
huh..
aku pun x tau mcm maner nak buat..
aku x pandai nak tnyer masaalah org..
aku x pandai nak pujuk..
nasihat tu ok la..
but my brother more elder than me..
who am i want to advice him??
he wont listen one..

that is da big problem among men..
they are very ego..
seem's like they can handle problem by their own..
but sincerely i said..
n from my experienced..
mostly they never solve problem one..
they just avoid to solve..
i mean here.. run away from the problem..
huh.. problem cannot be put aside or leave..
bcoz i believe problem will always accompany us whereber we go..
unless we settle them...
we cannot run from it..
that is the PROBLEM mean..

i don't want make he feel so down..
but when he don't want to share..
i feel anger..
i feel alrite..
no need to ask me if u've got any trouble arise soon..
(it's not what i'm sincere)
of coz i will help..
u r my family..
how can i leave u alone..
but ..
one thing i hate is..
when people said they don't want any help..
or do not involve in their problem..
or they can handle problem by their own bcoz they r elder than me..
huh...
i don't want to show that i'm mad
but i'm really mad..eventhought i din't show the expression..
why??

actually i miss last moment during we were in team..
means i n my sibbling always gathering together,..
watching tv..
play PS1/2/3..
karaoke..

but now..
i feel like we really different n separate..
we seldom meet each other even we are in da same house..
bcoz we are busy with our work..
our meet time is different..
sometime never meet each other for couple of days..
cuz come back home very da late ..

that's y we don't have time to share our story..
our problem..
our secret...
together...
there's no more time like before..

but please..
don't hide any problem from me.
cuz i knew it from ur face ..