Erm.. my Diary....

Luckily I got u ..
I can share with u all my feelings.

Tonite.. I'm feelin down..
down n down..

He said he afraid to tell about us to his parent..
he sad..
how if we have to be separate..??
what a question?
hrm..

He said he can't say anything when I ask about his opinion regarding his parent decision tomorrow.
because he don't want to give me any hope..
But why only now he not confident?
why only now he said he don't want to let me hope..
why?..
I'm hoping..i'm planning... I imagined how beautiful my life with him in future..
I be as kind person as I can towards him
becoz I love him more than my self..

and at the end..
he said.. he not sure whether his parent will accept our rltnship or not..

I'm speechless..

i accept it if the answer is no..
becoz i know there is my sin dat i did to my family.

i only hope.. i can face it strongly..
i can handle it myself..
i can forget him forever...........................