Always think bout this everyday

Why I can't stop think bout him?
It's been almost everyday in my dream..
Once I wake up..
My mind just think about you & her..

I do no whether my speculation bout both of u is correct or not
but deep in my heart..i can feel they are in relationship rite now..
and I'm far away from them..
how can I find the truth ya allah..
its bother me every second..
I don't want to loose him but at da same time.. I always think to give up..

How critical is my situation rite now.?
I saw several pictures of them in hers file..

Just now I saw a pic of teddy bear..
the gurl captured and put it in her instgram..
with the caption like this" He said.."play with this first while I'm bz rite now"..
"He" is belong to who?
in her profile is zaim pictures..
if think logically.. for sure "He" is da very special one..
and the only HE pic in her whole fhoto is zaim..
Does Zaim give her the bear??..
Does Zaim is her special rite now?

If not.. let say she has another Bf other than Zaim..
Surely her BF will mad with all those pictures isn't it??
OMG.. its brought me to deep and deep bout their relationship behind me..

I'm OK if he telling me the truth eventhough it will hurt so hard.. atlease.. I will not being hold to something unclear for the time being..

I will try to accept if u want to end this relationship.. its more better..
Truly sad/hurt/hate/uncomfortable with all of this :(