Sunday, April 20, 2014

Morning Sunday :)

Yesterday I went to umah wan in KL
Wan looks so happy I came..
As expected.. she also cried bcoz of my relationship with zaim..
hrm..pity her..
but I said.. wan ..no need to worry.. I believe.. all these happen bcoz allah had better plan..
Both of us can't be together..
U have to accept dat wan..

Yesterday..she keep look at me once I standing and looking outside of the corridor..
Then.. she keep on asking me.. am I OK?.. am I worry?.
She said.. don't lie to her.. cuz she can see it..
she know me very well..
I just smile and giving her a small laugh..
and said.. I'm ok wan.. no need to worry me..
I can forget him.. don't wory..
huhu.. I should let her see me very confident.. so dat can less a bit her worriedness.

I admit.. yesterday I remember about him..
and I wussup Ika..
I ask.. ika.. is this happen to you last time when ur ex left u?..
she said. yes Lynn.. it will happen sometime.. where u suddenly remember him and damn miss him suddenly..
she said.. sabar.. its a normal..
erm.. ok..i try to let it flow.. this is the process to go with.
I saw the road to Komuter Pantai Dalam from the window of my wan's house.
I remember.. I use to pick him twice at that place and bring him to wan house..
after that.. we went out for date..
How can I forget dat..

Last nite I dreamed him again..
but juz for couple of second..
ok la.. not a sad story...

I wake up also not feel so missing him..
it will take time.. I know..

OK LYNN.. its time to mandi.. :)
Think Positive
Doa dan Solat
Berzikir lah..
Insyaallah allah akan bantu..
No one can help u unless Allah..
Allah Love Me More.. I know dat..
Thank U Allah..


 

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