MorNing SatuRday In ThE RaiNing..

Well.. i thought i can continie my sleep.. but.. as usual.. i can't sleep except it is night :)
so i just having my bath..
a bit cold cuz im my own shower room... got no heater ^_^

nevermine la as along as i feel so fresh..
it is heavy rainin out there..
very da heavy..
ut now.. i'm not scared.. cuz it's already morning :)

just waiting for my mum workers to come n send them to shop n teach them how to make biscuits..
huhu..
today i'll be a teacher..
but in the afternoon i have to go to KL..
meeting my lovely grandma..
cuz i'd promise to come ..
today's tuisyen got postponed tomorrow morning cuz my student got sport day..
have prepare note for tomorrow :)

my story telling begin for the past few days ;;;; )

last wednesday i met my far..far.. away fren..
his working in srwak..
he just dropped by here cuz filling some duty i think..
his name is mr.faizal.. :)
i'm so so hapy cuz i thought we'll never gonna meet at all..
it was unplanned meeting actually..
 his look good.. healthy n unchanged at all..
polite, funny, smart n sweet like sugar ^_^
anyway i'm so hapy after meeting him..

hrmm.. on dat day.. me actually was in shah alam
crushed my money buying perfume..
but it was very nice perfume..
it smell sweets..
nice bottle shape n the most was da lovely pink..
it perfect n look so soft to me..

well i cannot write some more cuz i'm so tired..
last nite had a heavy raining here..
cuz i'm so scared.. i wokeup cuz heard the raining roughly drop on my roof..
i do no why i'm so scared..
somemore when i sleep last nite i forgot to switch on light ..
then i wakeup my surrounding was so dark.. i hurry looking for my phone n press it to find some light..
then.. i switch on my washroom lite..
 Looking for my pillow n blanket..
getting downstairs n sleep there..
but it very2 hard to sleep after immediately wakeup..

so at 5am, i wokeup n return back to my room n pray for isyak..
cuz i thought want to pray after having some nap yesterday
but .. as usual.. i'm scared ............. ^%&$uI% :)

tenang nyer rasa angin sepoi2 subuh2 pg nie..
lagi tenang dgr bacaan mengaji org surau..
azan n mengaji yg aku dgr nie.. betul2 teringat zaman kanak2 masa umur 6 tahun..
biasanyer time nie la wan kejut.. suh p mandi..
maklong as usual dah masakkan air panas heee:)
masa duduk umah wan.. duduk umah flet..
pagi2 tu sejuk bangat nak mandi air paip yg cejuk giler..

pas mandi wan dah siapkan baju skolah..
brkfast.. pastu gelap2 lagi dah p skolah..
turun lif.. mesti pastu lalu depan bai jual roti ..
masa tu wan msti belikan muffin yg skrg dah x dpt dah rasa cam dlu..
bestnyer waktu tadika.. ^_^

sayang wan sangat2... today will come n see you..
wait for me :)

feel better.. but not yet cool..

hrmm... last week i'm dizzy with flu, fever, headache n many more..
this week it almost cure..
an then.. today.. the uncle that i story about last few days.. came n see the cctv that showing him gave me the exactly money amounted rm4000..
he agreed to gimme back the certificate..
i feel so happy n syukur sangat..
but it's not over yet..
he said he will only give us the certificate on 22/6 - means next week..
he said he have to take them back from his son's house in Balakong..
hope that he won't change mind..
ok just wait n see lynnnn :)

hrmm..when will mine?

i just having a cnversation with my fren ijan..
he's a TLDM ..
actually long time we never cntact each other..
he's from terengganu.. He suddenly call me ..
he need my help..

but my instinct bout him was correct dat day..
i can feel he found someone special n gettin engaged.
hrmm ..than,.. it's true..
he called me n inform that he's engaged..

but i still remember.. once time ago we always chat together..
calling each nite..
he always said that we were mean together..
he very sure one.... n very confident
we met once only....having breakfast together
in phone he's very funny...
but when meet.. he's very shy n i got lot of mumbling than him..

he always call me during workin hour specially when him on standby something..hrmm
i feel like all those things just happen only..
..
but tonite he said he's engagged oready...
how fast time goes...
i wish him congrates.. :)

the moral of the story here is..
one by one of my male fren getting married...
i'm not mean anythin here..
i just feel dat.. why time goes so fast..?

eventhough they use to be in my heart before but.. allah know all the best for hambanya..
that is what make me become stronger n stronger about my feel to someone..
i always keep in my mind..
eventhough i'm so close to someone..
it doesnt mean that he is my husband in future..
i'm holding in that since couple of years ago.. when da 1st guy that i love married with other girl..
since that.. i never put so much hope to a new man that i know..
i only pray n hope that allah will give me a chance to have a good husband in my life..

saturday as usual... for a weird gurl like me *_^

huh..eventhough last nite i sleep a bit late.. proudly i still can wake up early.. huh..
of coz.. bcoz i've got work to do.. :)
alhamdulillah i've got tuisyen class.. so that i won't feel so bored everyday in saturday..
no body know how bored i am if saturday is coming..
y?.. becoz.. i do no wht should i do??
hang out??.. i don't think so.. cuz.. i'm weird.. i'm not like others..
i don't like any crowded place..
guess wht will pple normally go during weekend??.. of coz shopping complex..
movie.. bowling.. i'll got headache if i'm there..
y la.. i'm not like others??... but i'm boring with no activity at all...

but.. but i'm not a boring person at all.. i still have interested place to hang out..
but my place all so far away..huhu.. only me love that kind of place like that..but without my own transport there all are will totally limiting my plans.. that's it.
i'm such a kind people who love nature.. i love to see the sea.. i love forest.. i love waterfall... sky..
all those things are what i love.. that's the reason i cannot get it here...
i want to go to one place that give me soul.. love. i can see so farrrrrrrrrr away..
that y i love Cameron, i love beach during sunset or sunrise... i love jogging early in the morning.. i love to wake up early and looking at my window for sunrise..listening to singing of the birds out there...
feeling the wind that flow thru my window..
i love them so much..

as a boring girl to people out there these are normal things that i do alone in my lovely room at the same time i'm listening to my music n sitting in front of my window..waiting for the sunset.. eventhought i only can see the  shadow.. not the real sun actually.. how funny i am.. huhh.. but i can feel it..
i do no.. other pple got or not.. but it such a gift.. that i can know that it will be raining.. how??? bcoz... I CAN SMELL IT... nobody can believe this.. but in the office i had already proved to them.. haha..
they believe me now.. it's a gift that allah gave to me i think.. :)

THAT'S LYN.. SHE's DIFFERENT... I AM DIFFERENT.. ^_^
hope one day i can meet someone who have same interest like me... :)
i love my self so much...

 my empty new room.. only me n laptop :) syoknyerrrr

 i can sit like this.. i like sitting on the floor - *-*-

 it's on 6.40pm... nice scenery...

 this are 3 colours that i choose for my little bittle room ^_^..

 i think she like it.. so clear...

 the heritage aircond i think hik3x..

                                  peace to my new kalerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :)

i've got lottsss of story of mine for a few past week.. part 2 (tempahan biskut raya)

as usual.. dah nak dekat puasa nie.. hrmm.. mama dah bz dgn tempahan biskut raya dia..

apa2 pun.. ramai dealer yang berkenan.. so.. everyday kne buat sample..

alhamdulillah.. rezeki allah bagi.. .. hrm.. kuih tat mmg wajib..

mama cakap tahun nie dia nak limit kepada beberapa jenis biskut jer.. x nak buat bebanyak sangat cam tahun lepas.. so aku suggest mama buat biskut tat nenas, samprit, samprit bunger..snow choclate n almond crispy.. .. hrmm.. sbb biskut2 ni paling senang.. pejam mata pun leh siap hahaha..

yang sebenarnyer aku malas la nak buat bisikot bisikot yang susah2 nie.. leceh.. huhuh..

ha. yang kat atas  nie.. biskut wajib.. tat nenas..paling sedap di alam semesta...

yang bulat2 tu namanyer buah cherry.. actually dia kaler merah.. x tau tepon aku ni terlalu special.. die leh tukar2 plak ikut suker ati die  nak jadik kaler oren..... hrm.. suke atilaaa .. cantik kan biskut samprit bunger atas nie.. mestila sbb aku yang letak ceri dia yg kat tgh2 tu.. ^_^ bunger die mama buat sbb aku lom khatam lagi..

mama kater kalau aku uat nnti jadi bnger matahari lak.. 

pAs siap.. kene packaging lak.. dgn cermat dan.. penggunting yang professional.. amat diperlukan disaat genting seperti ini.. *_*

ni samprit papan ...

                                           

mama sambil buat kueh sambil tgk kak pah yang semakin cun kat tv :)

kalau nak dipasarkan.. ni la bekasnyer.. .. 

syoknyerrr... xsabar nak raya.. walau pun lom poser lagi hihi..

ni nak pasang lagu raya nie...

mana x nyer setiap kali buat kueh raya mesti teringat zaman kicik2 kicik dlu..

masa kicik2 dlu.. aku ngn abg pyan selalu sibuk2 kacau mama wat biskut raya..

kalau abg pyan dah join.. tu yg jadi.. biskut bentuk beskal.. kapal terbang.. helikopter.. dan macam2 lagi yg sememangnyer kelihatan huduh bangat bila kuar dr ovenn..... heeeee 

i've got lottsss of story of mine for a few past week.. part 1 (customer hampeh)

hrmm.. before this.. it was so much things in my head.. but, once i want to start.. everything become blur..
do no.. which part to start 1st.. hrmm..

well.. ok.. let me arrange them one by one..
:)

well,,.. i'm cool enough rite now.. but i've got a real BIG problem of my work this week..
hrmm.. i think i'll be facing something so scary in the couple of time soon..
maybe next week..

it's all about CUSTOMER.....!! is it the risk that people who working in this field will face to..
OMG.. why me be the one??.. why me??..why me??
here is the story actually.. it oso a lesson for me.. for being such kind of careless..
last month.. on 12/6/2011.. (sunday banking)... my OT time.. i'm attended one customer..
his a regular customer of ours.. his name is ...... i don't want to write here.. he's name will only spoil up my blog.. but i wrongly did!!!..
i do no.. what was in my mind that day.. as i remember.. i'm very2.. happy.. n it's was a good beginning morning for me...i love to go to work that day.. very2 enthusiastic..:)

his the quit earliest customer that i attended to.. he actually want to make FD-Fixed deposit.. for RM4000.00..
but i made them for rm 8000.00.
it's mean.. i gave him rm4000 for free... without prejudice..huh..
at last i'm not balance n shorted for rm 4000.
so to make it clear.. i have to reverse his 2 certuficate of FD that amounted rm4000 immediately..
as the rule of bank.. it is wrong to do a reversal or holding customer money without inform him/her 1st,,
but as usual.. i disobey them for my future life..
after that i'd keeping trying to reach him as much as i can.. but never success..
i did went to his house n sent up letter to inform the changes i made..
but there were no reply at all..

Only yesterday i try calling him at 8.20am.. n he had pickup the phone.. n i said..
hello is this mr..??? he said yes n asked who am i?..
i feel so breathe.. leganyer.. but not finish until that time..
trying to hold him a bit long.. i said.. i'm Lyn.. from ambank..  then guess what he said.. sory wrong number.. then.. tuttt..tuttt.tut... time tu betul2 bengang..
i ask my chinese fren to call him back n speak chinese with him.. unfortunately.. he didn't pick up at all..
so it's mean.. he really refuse to return back the certificate that amounted rm4K to us..
aper la ini orang.. dah tua pun lagi nak tipu2..

bengang giler sampai ke hari ini.
sbb smalam.. aku sangat la demam.. ingtkan nak rehat sbb dah x larat.. tapi kne gak siap2 p umah customer tu nak dapatkan benda tu gak.. i asked my jiran to teman me..
resultnyer.. hampeh.. langsung x kuar umah.. bengang jer..
tapi aku rasa mmg dia x nak return balik la bnda tu.. cine cine.. dah tua pun nak tipu gak..

ya allah bantu la aku setlekan problem nie.. amin

going to sleep NOW!!!!!!!!!
~Hu~~~~~Huh~~

it's 1.30am oready..
but me... couldn't sleep..
so.. just let my mind thinking bout my future..
my future.. hrmm... what will i be?..
still same.. got improvement??.. have a special bf??
getting married soon??..will i??
how about my work.. study n social life..
a those will gonna have some change..?

sincerely as a women.. women oready?? huhu..
but sincerely i do really worry about my life..
to me.. i'm almost perfect enought.. from my career, saving n property n investment..
all were perfect i think..
but only one thing not yet fulfill.. my soulmate..
will i find one??..
why i still couldn't see even the shadow of the guy itself??
am i choosy??.. but i don't understand..
what is choosy stand for??
of coz every pple will try to find good people to company his/her's life..
is it wrong for me to choose?..
why people around me always blame me with the word CHOOSY??
i do really feeling down...
but i understand.. mama want to see her lovely daughter getting married like her fren's..
i always feel offended.. but i couldn't find that guy..
till this time i'm feeling guilty to her.. cuz.. she always hope..but i never show someone who seriously in relationship to her.. pity her.. pity me too..
please allah.. meet me someone that mean to me..
so that.. i can give happiness to mama n ayah..