it's 1.30am oready..
but me... couldn't sleep..
so.. just let my mind thinking bout my future..
my future.. hrmm... what will i be?..
still same.. got improvement??.. have a special bf??
getting married soon??..will i??
how about my work.. study n social life..
a those will gonna have some change..?

sincerely as a women.. women oready?? huhu..
but sincerely i do really worry about my life..
to me.. i'm almost perfect enought.. from my career, saving n property n investment..
all were perfect i think..
but only one thing not yet fulfill.. my soulmate..
will i find one??..
why i still couldn't see even the shadow of the guy itself??
am i choosy??.. but i don't understand..
what is choosy stand for??
of coz every pple will try to find good people to company his/her's life..
is it wrong for me to choose?..
why people around me always blame me with the word CHOOSY??
i do really feeling down...
but i understand.. mama want to see her lovely daughter getting married like her fren's..
i always feel offended.. but i couldn't find that guy..
till this time i'm feeling guilty to her.. cuz.. she always hope..but i never show someone who seriously in relationship to her.. pity her.. pity me too..
please allah.. meet me someone that mean to me..
so that.. i can give happiness to mama n ayah..