Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah ...
Terharu...
Gembira...
Allah makbulkan doa aku..syukur..

After more than 3 months i didn't meet my granny..
at last .. yesterday i went to her house..
i thought wan don't want me to meet her..
because i thought wan still mad at me..

And i imagined a lot in my head...
my stomach feel like having a lot of butterflies fly around it..
huhu..
i always think what will happen if wan see me..
surely she don't want to see me..
or she will not gonna let me to enter her house..

but Once i came..
isaw her watching tv..
she saw me n i open the door..
i slowly come to her..
want to salam...
but..
i really didn't expect.. she grab my hand n kiss me too long..
wan really miss me..
i oso miss wan..
it's my false bcoz didn't visit her quit long..
bcoz i scared she will scolde me like before...

i truly miss wan..
everyday i hope i want to meet her..
but i'm scared..
somemore wan never call me..
so i guess wan really hate me already..
everytime i want to call her...but i'm afraid i will sad if wan don't want to answer..
or don't want to speak to me... i will cry if dat happen..
So .. i stop my self from visit n call her to avoid something sad even i miss wan a lot..lot..lot..
Only allah knows how much i love n i care about my granny..

But last two days were the happy moment i had..
i slept at wan house..
Chit chat with wan..
somemore i miss wan massage my hair during sleeping at night..
Wan know i like dat..
i will easily sleep when wan do dat thing to me.. ^_^.

Sunday morning..
Wan wake me up cuz i'm working dat day..
wan made my fav brkfast..
Roti Canai.. ermm.. da taste so good..
i ate 3 pcs.. heee..
Somemore got nescafe o.. wow..

Then, i went back to my office to do OT as usual..
After work..
i get back to KL.. to meet wan again..
i miss her a lot..
so i want to having a lot of time with her..
she looked hapy when i'm there..

From now on..
i promise dat i will try to meet her whenever i have free time..
to ensure her days will fullfill with happiness..

i love u wan..
truly love you ^_^