assalamualaikum my diary..

This year aku tertinggal saat penting utk aku catitkan cerite about me..
y??
sbb lot's of things happened..
things dat cannot afford me to write..
i got lot of free time to jot down.
but i'm ill..

sakit..demam..
hrm... penghalang kepada permulaan diary ini..

tahun lepas..
aku rasa xder apa y menggembirakan diri aku langsung..
nothing..
i'm totally out of feeling last year..
really out..
my life everyday just for work n study..
n alhamdulillah my work became more better..
n my study still quit proud me..


sudah 8/1/2011..
alhamdulillah..sekali lagi aku masih boleh bernafas di dunia ciptaan allah s.w.t
alhamdulillah...
x semua mmpu bertahan..
Tapi bukan la sesuatu yg gembira kalau kiter mmpu bertahan selama beribu tahun pun..
lagi lama kite bertahan..
lagi banyakla.. dosa yg kita bakal lakukan..
kecil atau besar sumer ditangan kiter ..
takutnyer..

Sometime terasa mcm nak bukak buku catatan sendiri n catit ape dosa aku setiap hari..
tapi mustahil..
Tahun baru nie.. banyak kesalahan yg aku buat..
tu pun yg aku sedar..
yg x sedar apatah lagi..

aku cuber berubah..
aku harap tahun ni lebih baik dari tahun lepas
hrmm..
baik ke aku tahun lepas??
nope..
aku x baik..
Tp aku sedar..
tahun lepas tahun paling kurang bersosial..
aku pun kurang berkawan..
aku x campur hal org disekeliling aku langsung..
dan aku rasa tenang..

what happen last year was a successful part of my plan..




i locked my heart from anyone who love me



i locked my heart to love guy..



because i want to see da result without man in life..



yeah i agreed dat i'm free..



but.. it's was TOTALLY BORING..



hrm..




HATI??
hrm.. sunguh ..
rasa tenang hanya pada fikiran..
HATI aku.... i don't think so...
it's always bother me..
my feeling always touched..

Last year.. i always sit alone in my room..
lying at my bed early in da nite..
looking at moon..
frequently like dat


THIS year i will looking something for my heart
Hope i could get miracle..
semoga ader keajaiban yg berlaku this year..
i want to be love..
and love someone who love me..
hope my heart can start accept people who love me..
HEART.. ...........................................................................

Ya allah.. please give me a right guy..
guy dat can lead me to you..
because i'm failed to be a good khalifah..
i need someone who can guide me..
that's what i need ..
Someone who can lead me to you..